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| Thursday, February 8th, 2007 | | 3:10 pm |
soccer. school season starts basically monday with tryouts. i have a friend that's going to get me size 15 kleets for cheap. So I guess that means im going to try out. w00t sauce. I guess I want to prove anyone can play sports. :) | | Monday, October 30th, 2006 | | 10:14 pm |
FOOTBALL a.k.a soccer I'm starting indoor soccer again. I haven't played since 4th grade. It'll be great. Basically a bunch of my friends made a team and invited me to join. :). It's odd seeing how much you've changed in 8 years... and how much you haven't. Happy Halloween, w00t I love Halloween. | | Tuesday, August 1st, 2006 | | 7:20 pm |
ok so fair is starting the fourth which means dont expect to see a whole lot of me... I'm busy till the 12th basically and the 13=summer reading and then well you know HELL CHS has gotten 10x worse and will continue to, maybe a coup is in order. by the way, i can't promise i'll be there saturday, i'll try | | Friday, July 28th, 2006 | | 9:11 pm |
It's one of those rainy days. Where so much went wrong. Advancing through such hurdles. And yet know at the end of the day, a few minutes of talking can make the day have a perfect ending. | | Wednesday, July 26th, 2006 | | 6:53 pm |
As pathetic as this sounds, i'm starting to like and get use to this routine. 8-5 work 5-9 soccer and/or basketball 9-5 sleep 5-7 stuff 7-8 get ready and go to work | | Sunday, July 23rd, 2006 | | 4:03 am |
Kaal Kare So Aaj Kar, Aaj Kare So Ub Pal Mein Pralaya Hoyegi, Bahuri Karoge Kub Pothi Padh Padh Kar Jag Mua, Pandit Bhana Na Koye Dhai Aaksar Prem Ke, Jo Padhe so Pandit Hoye Kabir | | Friday, June 23rd, 2006 | | 8:26 pm |
Repetition. If there was ever one word that describes my life that would be it. Not that its entirely a bad thing, but it does suck a lot. Work, come home, computer, watch movie, work... Endless Repetition. But there is this time inbetween it all when I get to just lay there basking in the sun or moonlight, just thinking. Me, my thoughts, my music, my isolation. It's the best part of my day, hands down. But then there is this part of me that feels like I have to go somewhere, not just anywhere, but that certain somewhere. Where that is, I'll never know. Last summer, I loved teh repetition. Work, come home sleep, work... then on the weekends some time to relax with friends. But now that's all changed. Now it's that boring repetion stated previously. (haha) Part of me wants to quit, so I can go through the rest of my summer, like normal high school kids. Just sleeping away the days and nights. But the thing is, I'll never be a normal high school kid. None of us Ansaris will. So I enjoy walking into work, but just like school, I wish it wasn't so damned early. On another note, I'm going to New York. Apparently Ubba decided not to stop by D.C, so now it's not AS great as it would have. Now it's just good ole New York. I'd be jumping for joy, but Gid is going. I want to just go sit on top of the tallest of buildings and enjoy the sights, but no instead I will spend my time fighting about where to go, resulting in staying in the hotel. Fun Stuff. The plane ride shall be intersting to say the least. As Uzma pointed out, there was a canadian terrorist arrested by the name of Asad Ansari, Hmmm. I'll leave you with a memory from the book Shadow of the Hegemon, part of the Ender's Game series. None of you will know what i'm talking about but.... There is a part in which Petra and Achilles are in an airplane, and she thinks about flinging open the door, causing the plane to crash, just to save the world from this monster. | | Wednesday, May 31st, 2006 | | 5:41 am |
I've said it before and i'll say it again. I love the night. I can't tell what it is but there's just something amazing about it. My best work is composed during the wee hours of the night. All the day's worries and all the day's troubles seem to dissapear. All that's left is a feeling of peace. Maybe it's the beauty brought forth throuh the stars and the moon. Or the soothing sounds of the wind. I'd been waiting for this summer to come so i could relax, but there's no time to relax. All work during the day from now on. The night becomes a haven. Since i already don't sleep a whole lot, nothing is changed drastically. What exactly is it about the night? Peace? Tranquility? Calmness? Isolation. That's it. No one to run and scream your name or call disturbing you. Just you and your thoughts. And of course some music. (you don't have to pwn n00bz like me all night though) It's 10x easier to sort out your thoughts at night in the isolated shadows of the night. Haha and to think, the only reason im able to stay up all night without a problem is my own fear. When i was younger that age old fear of the dark kept me up many a nights, till now i do it without thinking about it. It just happens. Another great thing is, i can think up great movies to make. My newest screenplay was deleted recently... but i can remake it. Next year a few of my greatest hits shall include: Judgement Day: Ready or not (yeah i suck at making titles). That will be about the faults of humanity. The necessity of evil and what not. Life in a frame. This is going to be a 30 sec or so movie all black and white. More of an experimental promo but same thing. Have the main character making those goofy little frames out of his hands like directors do and then make just what is inside the hand frame in color. Example:  Then maybe a music video for thrice's image of the invisible Spes victum totus. (Hope conquers all). | | Wednesday, May 17th, 2006 | | 2:34 am |
Whenever the end of school nears, a lot of people say they are done with school. I've never been one of those people. But this year is different. I've hated this school year from the beginning, but i've dealt with it. A recent series of events have made me hate school with no resolve. Not even my favorite class offers me any hope. Administrators, teachers and students all begin to seem like idiots. Sometimes I want to pretend their zombies, take a sword, and cut down each and every one. Well not each and every one but you get the picture. It's not only school, work pisses me off too. I want to quit but I can't. School sucks. Work sucks. People suck. O well, theres always hope. | | Saturday, May 13th, 2006 | | 10:31 pm |
So freaking close... only 8 days left. technically only 3 left. Thursday= spring day. Friday= senior exam (mine for kirby) Monday leave at 11 45 Tuesday and Wed. leave at 9:30 thats it. Only 3 days of long left YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES In other news, our vice principal (joyner) is, for lack of better terms, mean. I get to retake a class next year that i dont need. My teacher skipped me a year ahead since it's media... And Joyner is saying i have to retake it. GAY Outside of school, well nothing really. I just play games like usual. Watch movies, im a pirate yet again. And work... I've come to realize no matter how good the job, bosses become annoying and you end up hating work no matter what work is. summer = work 40 hrs. a week, and other stuff. The funniest news i've gotten is, there is this journalism camp at Belmount for $100.00. You stay there and everything for 3 days. I get to go free since im brown. But Murphy strikes again and i can't go because im a "rising senior" (i've ALWAYS hated the term rising any thing; you are either a senior or a junior, enough wiht the rising nonsense.) i can't wait until next year. I wrote my own screenplay for my upcoming movie, instead of improvising. It's going to be great. If you loved street fighter or dragon ball z you'll get a kick out of it. | | Tuesday, April 11th, 2006 | | 6:43 pm |
Question thing, I'm waiting for Sung's... Nadia1. what do you want to be when you grow up? Filmmaker, PoliSci, Teacher 2. if the world were to end tomorrow, and you could save only one person, who would it be and why? Saddam Hussein. Death is a release. You get released into another time after you die. If anything life is troublesome. By living, you have expectations, dreams, aspirations. With death, you are with God. So I would save Saddam, so that he would be condemmed to living the rest of his so called life all alone in this world. The opposite of love is not hate, but indifference. 3. is santa claus real? when did you find out that he isn't? Yes, in the hearts of kids. 4. what are you getting me for my birthday? i'm turning the big 1-8 in july. a banana 5. if someone were to randomly come up to you and say "theri ma ki.................................... ankh" what would you do? BROWN PERSON!!!! o wait i'm not moon dang it uhm, when you tell me what goes instead of ...................................... i'll let you know | | Thursday, March 30th, 2006 | | 2:23 pm |
Spring Break. So I didn't really expect much of spring break, just being happy about no school. It's been just what i expected i guess. Saw a bunch of movies, some kickball, some walking, just basically relaxing. Gaming away the nights, sleeping away the days, tis great. Well I talked ubba into taking us to Georgia. That'll be good. I guess i have the same expectation of there as well. Just being around family will be good. Anyhow it's 2:30 A.M. so i think i'll go to sleep. Nah screw that back to the games. | | Sunday, March 26th, 2006 | | 10:42 pm |
 So first off I'd like to say, YAY SPRING BREAK. Now for what I came here to say... If you are reading this, than you know I want to be a film maker. It's my passion, my hobby, my job. It's just plain what I love to do. The control of editing; the power to portray something how YOU want it to be seen; the ability to move the masses with 1 video (propaganda); the skill in creating something; the beauty of the art you create; the vision you build. It's what I want to be when I grow up. So when moon asked me this question, I wanted to slap her ;). "Is this whole thing just a phase? Because that's what we are hoping." (paraphrased of course). Now I'm really analytical about everything, every little thing I say, or do everyday. So obviously I've weighed my options on this career. I've already thought of what live could be like if I do this. Where would I work, what would I do, I already know it's not going to be easy. But damn it, I'm not an idiot. I already don't have much confidence, no matter what I show ^.^, but how do you think that question is goign to affect my confidence? I'm still arrogant so no matter how wrong I am, I'm going to do what I want to. So to answer your question, No, this isn't a phase. This isn't something I'm going to get "over". But I'd like to thank you for that vote of confidence. :) p.s. no i'm not mad, It's more of an inspiration (damn optimism), kind of like a "prove everyone wrong" type of thing. O and the "we" in her question, you know who you are other person/people. So how's everyone doing, it's been a while. P.S.S everyone Sign up for the Global Night Commute on April 29th.  | | Monday, March 6th, 2006 | | 2:37 am |
SO... I have decided my senior year will pwn. I'm taking AP English and AP Euro then a good ole ds(study hall) 2 media classes some math which is yet to be decided and CO-OP The reason im so happy is for co-op I thought you leave everyday and go to work at 1:30 but I was wrong. Basically you get to leave at 1:30 everyday, you only have to go to work 1 of the 5 days. The requirement is you have to work 5 hours a week. pfft I do that normally :). SENIOR YEAR WILL BE GREAT. | | Wednesday, February 15th, 2006 | | 3:47 am |
i randomally use this thing. i can't decide whether or not to post some random philosphies or not. Mister Asaadi yes or no | | Monday, January 2nd, 2006 | | 3:37 am |
The Night. For some reason i like the night a lot better than the day. I used to think im an insomniac which is why i don't sleep, then it began to be because of school, but now i think something else. I'm a loner. I like to be left alone and stay in my room. The day is busy ful of people everywhere. Here in the subarbs the only person out at night is the next door neighbor's [the cop] son leaving and returning. But the thing is the night is calm and thought provoking. Some of the best studying and papers i've written have been around 2 or 3 am. Also, when i have stayed up all night, im in an all around better mood. Also, i like the stars they are peacefull. And the moon tis beautiful when full. Sitting outside the window looking up at both equals the best feeling in the world. In conclusion the night completely owns the day. According to the native america folklores, the left twin is better. | | Saturday, December 31st, 2005 | | 5:33 am |
So its the last day of 2005 i figured i would update. 2006 will be a good year. I don't know why i just think it will. Maybe im saying this because im relaxing right now and think school is gonna be better when we get back. It's gonna be a big year. Many emotions shall occur. Moon and nadia graduating. moon leaving the house. ummi sad for weeks when she does leave. becoming a senior :). possibly pakistan. no more mcabee and long :):):). uhh rehman becomes 20 i guess thats significant? IZZY LEAVES AGAIN hopefully. I think its just going to be an amazing year. 2005 wasn't that bad but i wouldn't wanna go through 1st semester again at all. the summer was actually good even if it wasnt really summer. work mon - fri. and camping every couple of weeks with friends. it was great. on a side note im strage, incredibly weird. everyone hates exam week, yet i love it. you have like 4 hours of school. and you can isolate studying to 2 subjects a night! maybe im saying this since im pretty sure my lowest exam was a B? resolutions?[which ill never follow]
- get better grades
- be nicer
- become more religious
- read more
- try and refrain stabbing ms bivins in the eye with an icepick
| | Tuesday, December 13th, 2005 | | 6:09 pm |
i can't believe i use to use this thing everyday. school is school. work is work. life is life. i can't wait until senior year. | | Tuesday, November 1st, 2005 | | 10:09 pm |
i have come to a conclusion NOVEMBER WILL SUCKthat is all | | Monday, August 8th, 2005 | | 10:00 pm |
wow uzma another post can you believe it im on a roll so anyhow all i wanted to say is that im happy for myself i made 2,395.91 this summer |
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